Thursday, January 11, 2007
firstly apologies to huan geng. (: sorry. next thank you to ben the man. (: really had a great night with you yesterday at harry's. it made my night. really. and maybe that's why i got 9 appointments today. (: hahhas. anwys, il treat you back when i get my paycheck. and by the way? as long as ballack's not in Man U, shrugs. i still don't like it. i miss my fellow camp instructors.. aji, andrea, jia li... missing ya'll!. sigh. i wanna go back to being a camp instructor. despite the dirtiness, rain, uncomfortable, tired.... but i really had fun working there. and cool doesnt mean cute. i hate the jay chou song. don even know the damn title. but its so fucking sad. it makes me wanna cry. anyways im out to scout for cute guys at zouk this sat. yes. im going before ten. catching a show after which i'll be back there. i need to stay in a nice comfy hotel room! ... where's my ritz and swisshotel.... whines.so its the breaking up and making up and blablabla. the hurt comes in cycles. so much so that when the break up actually finally happens it isn't that painful anymore. it's a silent shock. but it isn't so bad after all. or so i choose to believe la. i don know. so complicated. stay simple. as aji says... "every morning you choose whether you want to be happy or sad... so i choose to be happy". hahhas. yes, my inspirational motivator. (: fucking pissed off with guys and their fucking egos. screw you. stupid nuts refusing to move from your damn fucked up bunks cause other people are in the damn bunks making a hell lot of noise. but realise and remember this. it happens to be the ones you are talking to who are suffering. so spare a fucked up thought for them. if not just fuck off. really. FUCK OFF.whats wrong with the guys these days man.
- everything's just temporary;
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